Sunday went wonderful! The boys were great! We did have alot of testing and a couple of fits but we got through and overall just really enjoyed them! They had some times to really ask questions and they were just little checking in questions but still they were huge and they really touched my heart. Enrique asked if we were going to be their mom and dad and Robert asked if we are really excited and if our family was all really excited and we said of course! And then they excepted it. So many times I wanted to cry and hold them, and just do what a mom does! And while we are still excited about all that today was a little harder. We had a counseling session with Robert and he just totally shut down on curled up in a ball and covered his ears, he just didn't want to except any of it. He had told hi Foster dad in the car that yeah they are cool people but he doesn't feel ready to move he wants to stay at his home! A little hard to hear even though we know its natural and who wouldn't want that in their situation, but still just seeing his little heart hurting and him trying to cover it with defiance and "tough" attitude just broke my heart I wanted so desperately to put him in my arms and love on him and reassure him.

My heart is just a little heavy this evening as I think about our sons and the pain they are going through. We will be in continuous prayer for them and still longing every day to have them home!